why do i snap call these fkkin idiots? then i go on tilt and lose 2 more BI's. i hate ring i dunno why i ever play it. i just wish i could understand why i make these calls and why i lose money at 25NL and 10NL but i am a winning tourney player. i fkkin hate ring. do i get to greedy and want to double up to fast? i'm not patient enough? i'm lost i just don't know what my expectation should be or what my mindset should be. should i be happy with 1 buyin in a 2 hour session? 3 buy ins?

PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (4 handed) - Poker-Stars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

SB ($15.50)
Hero (BB) ($19.40)
UTG ($6.60)
Button ($10.20)

Preflop: Hero is BB with 3, A
UTG calls $0.10, 1 fold, SB calls $0.05, Hero checks

Flop: ($0.30) 10, 4, 2 (3 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, UTG checks

Turn: ($0.30) 8 (3 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, UTG checks

River: ($0.30) 5 (3 players)
SB bets $0.30, Hero raises to $1, UTG raises to $6.50 (All-In), 1 fold, Hero calls $5.50

Total pot: $13.60 | Rake: $0.65

Results in white below:
Hero mucked 3, A (straight, five high).
UTG had 6, 7 (straight, eight high).
Outcome: UTG won $12.95

PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (4 handed) - Poker-Stars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

BB ($14.50)
Hero (UTG) ($12.60)
Button ($13.75)
SB ($10.20)

Preflop: Hero is UTG with Q, J
Hero raises to $0.40, 2 folds, BB calls $0.30

Flop: ($0.85) Q, 6, 8 (2 players)
BB checks, Hero bets $0.60, BB calls $0.60

Turn: ($2.05) 2 (2 players)
BB checks, Hero checks

River: ($2.05) 4 (2 players)
BB bets $1.90, Hero calls $1.90

Total pot: $5.85 | Rake: $0.25

Results in white below:
BB had K, 5 (flush, King high).
Hero mucked Q, J (one pair, Queens).
Outcome: BB won $5.60