A large problem with trying to play through this is that you have obviously let yourself take the beats to heart. Therefore I recommend a break, whether that be a day or a week, to clear your mind. You had that initial deposit once and were well up until yesterday, so you can do it again.

It's good practice and technically free since you haven't actually lost anything. Learning to deal with suckouts will make you a better player, especially when the idea is to play the bad players whom will ocassionally suckout.

Continue putting them in the position as to where they make bad decisions and over the long term you will win more than you lose.