I'm just going to go ahead and put this thread out of it's misery. It's getting relatively off-topic, and even when on topic there isn't much that can be said.
Some simple facts about the game.
(1) The higher up in limits you go the tougher the games get
(2) You need sufficient sample size to say you can beat a limit
(3) If you don't have the roll to play at the limits you want you have to either:
(a) deposit more
(b) win enough (either by degening at the stakes and hoping to get lucky before bustoing, or playing lower)
(c) Borrow money from others.
Well you aren't getting 'c' here, so it leaves you with 'a' or 'b'. Good luck with your choice. I suggest playing lower stakes and developing patience, or else you won't be much of a poker player in the long run anyways.
