sounds to me that u have the money to play just not the experience. u might want to check out some of the information in this site. if you have the time to play and concentrate on getting better this forum can help. grind grind and grind is the only way to build a bankroll no matter what stakes your in . i only play 1/2 or 2/5 ring games and low stakes mtt "s and lots of freerolls but i have a little money on lots of sites and no deposit . so gl