Is there a way?

I have a poker problem on my hands. I cannot play online poker due to my own problems. I also have no poker bankroll. In short i am taking myself away from 200nl at the casino. I want to save up a bankroll to play even though i am stepping in over my head I Know it is the only way to play. Saving 4k is a little far fetched for myself and my income w bills. What would someone else do in my position is this really the only way for me to play poker or does anyone have some good sugestions. I have been playing for about eight months for some background information.

PLEASE REPLY IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!

If you insist on playing poker underrolled, you will lose all your money. Go and do something more constructive with it other than playing poker.

Or read the section on bankroll management in the Beginner's Guide (immediately to the left of your message) and learn. If you don't, I have absolutely no sympathy for you when you go busto.