i once dropped about $1.5k in a live hand with AK vs AQ all in on the turn with a board of A4A4Q. i was rolled for the stakes but new to playing for such large amounts - i think i was grinding 25nl online at the time. so i decided to drop another 2k trying to bluff in ridiculous spots i should have never got myself in and then get as drunk as i could for about 60 hours straight. i dont recommend doing any of this.