I see what you are saying now that I think about it that way, as I said I didn't loose intentionally, the stats i have were ran up or down as the case actually is before i became serious about learning the true game of poker , so I guess for now they will benefit me until i learn enough and log enough positive play to start swinging them around...
now that you frame your answer that way i fell awfully dumb, but thanks for the honest answers, gotta start learning the prper way to view and think about the particulars of the game somehwere, and it def seems like this site is the place to do it