Well for my first post I wanted something that would not be newbie BS. So I am going to start off with the basics.
Name is Kris, I live in Salt Lake City. Played alot of "friendly" games of poker at friends houses alot. Every Friday night for a year and a half. So I had thought about playing online for a year or so. Just like most I " Googled" and FTR came up. Was reading alot ( had a few migrains to show for it ) and a friend recommended Pacific because of the Play Money and they ease of use. I have been playing on there for 3 weeks now in the " Play" area. I only play MTT and SnG. ( FR as well ). On the Free Rolls ( No Deposit on any site yet because BOTH CC have "No Gambling" blocks on them GO Figure! ) Will Wire transfer some time this week if I get the time.

As I have been playing I am placeing higher and higher every tournament ( FR). I have never been ITM yet but I am getting closer. Highest is 39/500 so far. Now after looking at everything afterwards of these FR, I sit for about 20-30 minutes going over the history and seeing where I went wrong. For instance
Blinds where 25/50 I had PP KK . I bet 300, everyone folded. Now the "table read" was pretty loose, So I was surprised there was no callers. But then I feel I should have only went 150 raise. I am second guessing myself more often. ( Esp on Flushes ).
My one big question then is:
Should I be second guessing what I know before and after a hand?

I see a few posts reguarding "similiar" things but involve AK so on and so forth. I am not talking "big" hands but your average hand as well. Being a technical person I tend over think things way to much. Is this normal or should a person have the attitiude of " I made the choice now live with it". Do I regret choices I have made, Yes ( Ex Wife being on of them ) But should I do it in poker?

That was alot and I didn't mean to ramble, but for a first post my hope is not to be to noobish.