Buddy read up on variance and look over ALL your hands and you'll see it's just seems like it happens all the time. We tend to only remember the bad beats. Variance is something we all have to learn to deal with. As far as reviewing hh's start posting hands. Get into IRC http://www.flopturnriver.com/pokerfo...-a-153854.html and be open minded and patient! You'll get tons of help here and in IRC.
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