It was a spur-of-the-moment attempt at playing a hand creatively, however awful it may be. Also, I'm not in the habit of getting out of line like this. I don't want to, consciously or otherwise, discouraging myself from future experimentation so I'm thankful for your open-mindedness so far and for bouncing around ideas. It isn't falling on deaf ears (err blind eyes).

I'll just point out that folding the flop is def my standard line. After sleeping on this for a night I see that my flop raise may be questionable but where it really breaks down is my reasoning on the Turn where I say, "That's way better for me than it is for him." tbh I can't back that up but it is actually what popped into my mind. I must have been thinking on the 3rd level where I assumed he was aware that it was not likely I'd made a boat so that's exactly what I chose to rep, especially after having raised him on the flop.