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My progress hitherto - (don't flame)
I put this here so I can get people's feedback on what I've done and what I plan to do next re poker. It's also for myself, just to clarify.
I don't recall when exactly I found this site, but I obviously did so. According to my profile I joined in November 2009. I don't even know what made me motivated to start taking poker seriously. I used to play on Facebook a little bit (which is a total joke).
Anyway, I decided to play on PokerStars in November purely because it was a more well known site here in the UK. I initially deposited $10 which I lost, then another $10 which I lost, then another $20, which I lost. I was definitely more into *playing* than learning how to play, hence why I leaked so much money. I couldn't make my mind up whether I wanted to play cash or tourneys. The ideal answer is both, but I'd rather master one first.
I started reading the Beginner's Digest articles on BR management and deposited the recommended minimum for 2nl of $40. Thank god I've never deposited since. I did however, go down to as low as $7, and this has been SINCE Xmas 2009. (I made a thread in the Tilt section). It's funny, cos while I was at home (Nottingham) during Xmas, I got as high as $75. I was on absolute fire. Since I came back to London however, it's been downhill ever since, well up to this last couple of weeks anyway.
Determined not to have to EVER reload again, I plugged away, and today is the day when I finally hit my target and broke even on my SECOND $40 buyin....although it's nothing for you guys, it's important for me. I'm still a losing player statistically of course, I need to hit the $80 mark in my Stars account to have COMPLETELY broke even
This is a challenge that I think won't be as difficult as it once would have been however, as since I've started learning and grasping the fundamentals I've improved. No longer am I worried (if I lose a pot) about building it back up, cos I am beginning to find 2nl easier and easier. I don't think it's all luck either
Anyway, that is where I am as of now. My plan is to stop playing totally for a few days, as I have been doing so like a madman just to reach this point.
What I intend on doing in the meanwhile is:
Continuing to read and absorb everything I can re the fundamentals.
Develop better familiarity and skills with the software etc. I have HEM and I use it to gauge where I am and to gain reads on players, but I don't know it inside out.
Go through my HH and eradicate leaks etc. Funny thing is, I know that my biggest losses come when I get angry and proud. Sort of pissed off that some stupid **** has overbet the pot x20 and I want to punish him, only to walk into an ace high flush.
And the most important thing I want to begin to learn are the maths of poker, cos being honest with you, what I know about them I could write on the back of a postage stamp.
Despite what my "image" may be on here, I'm actually supremely confident that I will beat 2nl very soon, and progress onwards and upwards. It would be great if you can give me some thoughts, inspirations etc.
Cheers.
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