To be honest i just had 2 monster hands really n that did it one trip aces and a full house where a raising maniac called me n i took bout 20 bucks each pot. Then just a few little pots so just a lucky couple of hands really!
If I'm reading this right, your not following bankroll management. If you deposited $50 you should be playing $2NL until the roll is 20 buy-ins at $5NL = $100, then 20 buy-ins at $10NL is $200. Your playing the fast track to variance. Up two buy-ins down 3 buy-ins up 4, down 5. Can you handle that?