You say want to improve. What are you doing about it? You can either carry on as you are, and keep moaning or actively work on your game with a positive attitude (or you could quit the game and find something more satisfying to do).


Forget about the bad beats, we can all go on about our AA getting cracked or someone hitting a 1 outer. Winners don't bother with bad beat stories because they accept that's poker and just let it go.

So what are you going to do? I suggest you go through all your hand histories and spend time analyzing every hand where you lost any significant money. Just identify one big losing habit you have and work on that. Do you have enough aggression in your game, are you limping in with dubious hands out of position, getting too attached to TPTK, calling other people's all ins with less than the nuts etc. Just work on one bad habit. Then when you have that under control, find another bad habit and focus on that.

Ths will take time and so while you focus on the mechanics of getting a good game, don't worry about the outcome. Breakeven poker will be fine. You're learning your trade.