Okay first I want to echo the tiny glimmer of positivity I've seen here: well done.

You did a number of things that are GOOD signs. You were willing to lay down a big hand when you thought you were beat. That's good discipline and that's going to help you later on.

You also thought about it afterwards and you posted it for advice here. Also good moves

Now learn the right lessons from this thread. That you've got to look at the odds more carefully. That you have to try to see the range the opponent could have, and be careful of forming "reads" too quickly. ''

gl.