I was up from $100 to $300 on paradise and managed to bring myself down to $52.91 over about a month playing $25nl. I was originally playing 25NL to clear a bonus and kinda had to go that high but now I find myself going back...

On jan 4th I "vowed" (yeah right) to make a BR structure and adhere to it. Well it was going great. I started @ 2$nl and made some cash, Got it up to $96.43 and said why not try 10NL ( I was supposed to only go @ 200$ or 20 buyins as per my "agreement"). Get going on 10NL and its great i'm up to $204.08. Then the 25NL greed comes in. I jump in and lose my stack. Then again...now im worried. I stopped taking records. I start playing crap cause my premiums are giving me beats what seems like every time I get them. Im being out played and out bet and drawing on shite. I feel like I dont know what the hell im doing. Before I know it im down to 60$ again... To where I started almost a month ago. I'm back at 10$NL and it still going down. I have been up near 200 countless times and always seem to lose most of it and have to start over from a few bucks. Guys beat my ass or or something I need some some discipline!!