First of all, Id like to excuse my bad language.
I was just so frustrated when I wrote that down, cause I had just
lost a big pot. (big for a small fry like me anyways)
I immedietly logged of pokerroom, not to go on tilt.
And took out my frustrations when I wrote that down.
Sorry bout that, Im usually very controlled.
But all these bad beatings- was getting to me, so I have decided
to take a break and deeply analyze my game.

Im very greatful for the feedback, and about that A-A hand.
I dont remember exactly what the community cards were.
But it just served to make a point.
Im just wondering, how long can these swings continue?
Im a pretty patient guy, when I win, I take pretty big pots.
I can wait for 5 hours for a big hand, (without growing impatient and start playing bad cards. But when I do, I usually try
to get paid for my efford. And thats how my game has worked in the past.
Sometimes I play a hand or to with bad cards just to try to build an image
of a loose player, cause I know when I get the nuts, most time I can
get one or more fish to go all in on me, and then my effort is rewarded.

But lately, pheeew.
Ive been dragged all over the pokerroom with one bad beat after the other.

Im thankful for the critique, I need it.