Your thread is oozing denial man...you are on tilt worse than anyone here it sounds like.

Do not be dismayed though...that's life. I play almost exclusively B&M and you see the same thing. I may win 500 bucks in a weekend, then lose 300 in 5 hours the next weekend. Just last weekend I had been playing for 9 hours, had to go all in (3/6 limit) with J4o because I was out of chips, and won the hand. Finally, after 12 hours of playing, I had to go all in again with 8To, won again, and ended up even for the night.

Those are the kind of swings you have to get used to. If you cant, then you need to walk away from the game. A good friend who's also a great player told me once "Don't play like you need the money." and I play by that advice. I don't play wreckless, that isnt what I take from that quote, but losing my buy in evey now and then is just part of the game.

Regroup man...you can play this game if you concentrate and make it happen.