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Help light the way?
Hello all. I am a nOOb around here and am looking to get involved in the forums here to move towards truly serious development of my poker game. I just posted in the "Introduce Yourself" thread, so I won't revisit all that here.
I have learned a lot over the past few months - reading dozens of articles here on FTR, watching training videos, and trying to hone my game in general. I like to think of myself as at least an average player, but among the studious FTR ranks that I am joining, that really may not be the case... I guess that's why I'm here!
In short, after years of playing live poker with friends, I decided to have a go at a little online poker on PokerStars. It was initially little more than a way for me to pass the time on a single quiet summer day... then a day turned into 3 and I was hooked. I blew through my first paltry $40 deposit in those 3 days, blowing it on cash games (never my forte) that I would soon learn were WELL beyond my meager bankroll! "Oh well - that was fun!" Problem is, I was hooked! I couldn't afford to bleed money like a fool, so this brought me to my 1st bit of FTR reading: a little piece on bankroll management. 
I've been playing micro/low stakes SNG's since. After my years of experience in local home games, and my failures in the ring games, this was the most sensible place for me to start. I started with $1 to $1.50 SNG's and worked my way up (and deposited a little more cash) to start working on the $3 SNG's, where I've been for some time. Over the course of a few months my BR grew slowly, and at around 27-28 buy-ins for the $6 level I thought "yeah. I think I'm ready... let's give 'er a go"... of course, this is when my cold streak began.
It's certainly been a terrible run of cards. I can't count the number of 2-6 out rivers that have ruined me as of late. I'm doing my best to keep my cool - taking breaks, changing the scenery, etc., but to be fair, once I lost about 25% of my bankroll, it began affecting my decision making. I know I've made a few truly poor decisions here and there.
Thankfully after 7-8 consecutive losses at the $6 level I was disciplined and moved back down. "Oh well, Frank - just step back to the $3's, we'll stop the bleeding and try again later."
Yeah. Not so much. The bleeding has gone on... and on.
So the upside is that this soul-sucking bleed-out of my meager little bankroll is what brings me here to FTR as a new forum member... because I'm at somewhat of a loss as to where to go from here. If I lose 4 more buy-ins I'll be dropping back down to the $1.50's, and will be no closer to that cash at the WSOP that I've been working towards! 
Anyhow, the point of my long-winded post is to seek your guidance. Many of you have been down this path, I'm sure. Any advice, insight, words of encouragement or nuggets of sage-like wisdom will be most welcome! Where would you suggest I go from here? I told myself I wouldn't keep depositing money into my PS account. I'm determined to claw my way back, but at $87 in the bankroll, the bleeding needs to stop.
Thanks for reading!
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