This thread has to do with every one of the veterans who are posting here hearing themselves in your rhetoric. You sound the same as when they got started.

You're probably an excellent player, but it does sound like you've never hit a big wall. Ever loose $1000 bankroll in 2 days? I did. I learned the hard way. I figured it was free money anyway, since I built it up from a free $5, so I played 3/6 limit. I lost a little under half of it in an hour taking bad beats and reloading. I then slowly tilted the rest off over the next day and a half. Sad but true.