Fade nobody is bashing you, they are just being straight up.

1k hands isn't even a lot.
2k hands isn't even a lot.

You are going to need 10k+ hands of profit to show that you are a winning player. Poker variance is insane as you will soon find out.

YOu should move down to 25NL, grind up there and learn how to beat it with solid play, build a bankroll, and then you can move up.

Post 1k hands of profit and then you will know you are a winning player, Until then post some hand histories so people can tell if you are playing right.