WOW just read this for first time

I realized myself had just gone through Phase 7-8 and startin in Phase 9

Lose high pot to miracle hands many times
then back to the start line again and wonder
"Maybe I'm just not suitable for poker?"
"Should I use my free time to something different?"

Well , thinking last 3 months as my experience of poker now.
If it come to worst situation like run out of bankroll again
I will just play only Freeroll or just quit playing poker...
but I won't regret because I having fun with playing poker anyway