@mordanis no that most certainly was not us in bangkok. not going to gamble at all live in thailand when macau is like a 1000 baht plane ride away. also i dont plan on playing live mostly at all unless i take a vacation for a week in macau. yeah none of us have any interest in doing anything in thailand but sight seeing mostly and internet poker and have 0 desire to die esp when our chances of dying decrease dramatically by practicing avoidance of bad situations.

@treebetz. u stole mah name. it's really easy for me to stay motivated. i consider the alternatives i have. yes my college is paid for by my parents/trust but college isn't something i want to even remotely do at the moment and i have to remind myself in order to have a legitimate reason to stay out of college i have to be making proactive moves in order to stay out. if that involves grinding though an seemingly never ending downswing which you and i have both had in our careers so be it. it's far better to me than going through say pre law and then law school. at the moment anyway.