Didn't really look at the hand, or read anything, but my thoughts. Quit assuming that just because you lost a hand that you needed to "get away from it". You are going to lose hands, and among those hands, there are going to be plenty that you lose even after playing correctly. There will be some you played correctly, got the money in as a favorite, and lost. There will be some that you played correctly, got the money in as an underdog, and lose. Winning or losing the hand, really doesn't have as much barring on whether it was played correctly as you seem to think.

Also, titling hand history threads as you have this one, as well showing the results, lead to decreased discussion. Before entering the thread, it was apparent that you lost the hand, which can lead to results oriented thinking. Why do we need to know whether you won or lost the hand to come to correct conclusions on whether the hand was played correctly? The answer is we don't, so don't provide it.