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!Luck
Well, i feel better. But I have been Getting home around 920 pm. Cause of work, I really don't mind and I know this is not typical. But still I'm surprised how I'm not angry at this. But due to glum feelings longer hours I haven't had the motivation to play. Now I see motivation because I still have 2-3 hours free a night where I could play. I plan on getting out at decent hour today and playing in a weekly live game.
I struggle with purpose as in not sure I know what I want. I realize that an MBA is likely vital for me and yet feel like it is waste. I have no career goals or thoughts I follow the money and try to find jobs I don't hate. After not working for so long I enjoy bing productive, I fear that it just like many if not all things is just hollow.
Despite the tone of this post I'm quite happy and comfortable. I just have this slight dread that I have lucked boxed my way through everything in life.
I guess I'll continue to enjoy the ride. If I play live will post update.
!luck