Originally Posted by Zel
I think this is an illusion. All of it is always like a lottery. You just haven't been able to identify the table and the playing atmosphere I think. If you get caught at 10NL, the consequences are going to be much more severe than losing a few on the 2NL. Stay out of 10NL is my opinion.
You're playing way WAY too aggressive.
Why are you raising 1$ when your stack is 3$ on the hand where you had AK?
I know lots of places teach you 2.5x the BB, and other things, so why are you putting out 40 cents? Do people see you as an aggro player? Treat your stack like your BANKROLL. You only get one shot. Stop blowing your stack like your bankroll can cushion it.
It can't. Every game, you need to win. Every play has to be your best.
From all of the plays I've observed you do on your operations and blogs. You play much too aggressive without the nuts. A smaller raise can initiate the same results, and not every opponent you meet is going to be Phil Ivey, Daniel Negreanu, or Scotty Nyguen. Not everyone is going to know, oh, he raised 3x my raise with a 3bet, and my A10 is probably dominated cause he's most likely holding AK.
This isn't the world series of poker, and players play horrible and reckless.
Poker Theory doesn't work unless EVERYONE is playing the same type of game. Even then, its a toss up on which style is better. Its good that aggression is your forte, but honestly, tighten up your game a lot more.
Go play Limit holdem to learn how to play tight. If you come back busted, it means you learned some valuable lessons. If you come back winning, then you're ready to start playing NL aggressive again.
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I just read some of your post and noticed you wanted to try depositing more.
Don't.
I'm going to save you a bunch of trouble and tell you to not focus on some of the wins you've been getting. If you're not winning on every dimension-you're a losing player. That's that. Putting more money in because you won 10NL isn't wise because, why are you depositing when you're winning? That doesn't even make sense. If you know this game is on luck also. How could you not see the fall that's coming? You won ONE session on 10NL. Are you going to risk half a paycheck to play this new game you are not familiar with?
You study to become the best poker player. That has always been the goal. If you can't beat any game. You are not the best. Read more and more before you start playing again. Your reading should be 3x the amount of time you're playing. Daniel Negreanu said, he's a fan first and a player second. You seem to want to itch to play without knowing the boundaries of the game. Tighten up your game. Tighten up your lifestyle. Tighten up your mind.