Poker sure is a sick game. I can't complain because I keep running good at random mtts at the top of my buyin range coming in top 4 of a 55 , 27, 109€, and winning a 15 180 in the last 200 mtts but I got to say variance is nuts. Dropped 70 buyins in my last 80 180mans this month, breakeven including the 15 win last month. Some days you think you are a genius (pretty sure everyone thinks this when they are winning including fish) and other days you are just like sigh wtf do I really suck this bad.
For some reason I thought I wouldn't have a big edge at the single table 9mans but it looks like I might. I don't know if it is the weak players at ftp moving to stars or what. Never played turbos on stars befire but always assumed there were too many regs. but have been on a hot streak and may manage a sick leaderboard score (please top 10 I want a shootout ticket). won 80 buyins in 46 games :S Mainly 15s but have played a few 30s and there are fish there too.
Sick brag I turned 25$ into somewhere close to 25k in 18 months. Sick beat I still wonder some days if I am really a winner and I have been having tilt issues. Variance, losing or winning 100$ is now kinda irrelevant and I can handle 10bi swings no sweat now where before I was like I won 100$ omg, or super upset about losing that amount..
O well off to play some sats to a the same 109 freezeout and then hopefully play that and win another package that I can make into T€/$. Debating making supernova but it will be hard if I continue to work fulltime and I only have 8k vpp so far this year. I made silverstar today though:confused: Anyways going to grind out another 200 or 300 vpps call it a day and go back to work the next couple days.
Super stoked for spain both as a vacation and a chance to play a bigger live event.
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edit: "one time" .... twice ?? busted the satellites and bought into the 109 and got final table with a lil below average and 7 left. Top two get packages but everyone is guarenteed 218€
GFD i hate mtts now.... got in AJ vs obvious TT+ Ak On axx since he min 4bet me. flop ct with me in position, he bets turn I jam for about 2.5x he calls TT and gets there on the river, sigh.