First of all, let me say that I've been playing for a meager four months, and profiting for only three.
Initially I was down roughly 500 playing limit, moved to NL25 on party and gradually made it back and about another 1,000.
My questions mostly have to do with variance/bankroll :
You often hear about having a certain number of buy-ins to be comfortable playing in your limit. Let's say it's recommended to have 10-12 buy-ins, and you drop six of them. What is your play now? Move down a limit, maybe, but then what was the point of having 10-12 buy-ins? I guess what I'm saying is are you supposed to be able to drop 6 buy-ins and then make them back all within your normal limit?
Second of all, I'm having trouble deciding whether I play to a profit or not. If I cannot beat the game, I will probably cease to play it. The past week or so I've lost approx. 300 of my 1000 (12 buy-ins at PP NL25)bankroll (I cashed out my original expense). The best upswing I had this week was 100 bucks, but I lost it right back the same night. If I held/increased my profit for those three months, would you assume I'm a profitable player, and I'm just having a horrible week? Or am I one of those stories people like to tell about "turning 25 into 2500, then losing it all back, and never realizing they're a horrible player....blah blah blah."
I think a lot of my losses were on really good hands. I coudln't tell you how many times I've had AA v KK, or had my nut straight outdrawn by a set, you guys know how the beats go.
Anyway, I'm uncomfortable playing now, it seems like either my great hands get outdrawn, my preflop all-ins are dogs or lose anyway, and my reads are off and I'm paying off suckers who drew without odds to a flush and hit it.
Let me say I'm not looking for sympathy, just maybe a plan: what would you do in my shoes? I still have 28 buy-ins, just losing almost 100 a day fr a few in a row, it doesn't seem like so much anymore.