it involves maybe a bad beat, but it isnt about that. The hand i am talking about, I flopped a king high flush, vs an A high flush and lost eventually finished losing one buy in. today i am down about 3 buy ins, 75 bucks, which was like half my 150 bankroll. its not the rent money or anything, but I hate that feeling because it takes a decent amount of time to build your bakroll but just a few loosish calls to decimate it.