Operation: Heading Up ... back
Despite not posting much lately, I'm still here, reading this forum on a regular basis ... alone in my misery.
Cause starting of November was:
DOOMSWITCH
[X] ON
[ ] OFF
Some short history - up to July last year I was mostly toying around, grinding micro stakes with decent success but not much money cause, well I was playing micro stakes. Then in July my 'life' turned upside down. Wife and child went to her mother on a nice countryside summer vacation for a full month. Aside from regular 8-16 day job I had all the time to play poker and boy did I play. I ended the month turning my ~$90 into ~$770 and never in my (poker) life did I have more confidence in own abilities. After they came back I obviously had little less time to play but still kept logging hours and my BR grew ... August ... September ... October.
During that time my real life turned upside down and at one moment I had to withdraw overall $1300 to cover life expenses. I hated the fact that just after settling in NL100 and already making preparations to jump to NL200 I ended under-rolled with about $1500.
Gambling demons waking up
The more my self-confidence grew, the more I got bored with 6max games and more I was thinking about some refreshment. Eventually I decided to move to NL cash Heads Up. So I withdrew $500 from Pacific and deposited to Tower (Ongame) - have a good RB plus plenty of bonuses there. Foolishly in my mind I had a false feeling of safety since my 'main' roll was still on Pacific and flushed my half a grand at HU NL50 faster than burning it right away. As if I had not been under-rolled in the first place. I wasn't ready for HU cash. Back before that I played some smallish stakes HU SNGs and that was it. Decent semi-nit (me) turned into uber-aggro monkey and got what he deserved.
"No problemo, I'll go back at Pacific and rebuild" ... and then it started. THE WORST downswing in my life. I've been reading about this many times but never really expected it'll happen to me. I was hitting so many 2nd nuts vs THE nuts it was sick. Every single idiot hit his draw no matter how hard I bet. Also I was flopping so many sets of aces that it was surreal, which btw SUCKS! Who is going to pay me off? And more than half of it - CRACKED!!!!! So I was falling down/dropping down in stakes till I hit $400. At that point I couldn't even look at that awful Pacific lobby and decided to cash out and move my roll to Tower (RB + bonuses). And it continued and was dropping in stakes more till it hit ~$190. During that time I was swiching between HU cash and 5max. Slowly my HU game improved, along with figuring out what good adjustment really is ... aaaand variance finally stopped F'ing me and now it's Robusto time.
Teh Plan
So I devised the plan:
- play NL15 till 300
- take '2 BIs shot' at NL25 - if I drop to 250 move down
- play NL25 till 600
- take '2 BIs shot' at NL50 - if I drop to 500 move down
- play NL50 till 1200
- take '2 BIs shot' at NL100 - if I drop to 1000 move down
- play NL100 till 2k - then decide what next
Present day
BR: $600
Tomorrow I'm taking shot at NL50
90%+ of it will be my new crack: HU cash.
The rest: 5max if and when I get bored at HU.
Oh, one last thing (Orthodox Christian here): Merry Christmas!