for glory, god, and gold and the virginia company (nsfw)

new year, new meds. gl me. failing all else just gonna abuse caffeine like every other try hard in this world. it's time to grow up somewhat.

thread locked so no one can post but me.

so begins the year of super try harding

so a bit of a life update for the few people who are interested. i've been on about, umm, a lot of different med cocktails and obviously none of them have worked the way i want them too as i've been mostly sedated, unmotivated and apathetic for the last 8 months. obviously i'm not a fan.

caffeine makes me feel wicked sick after drinking it, for lack of a better word, but c'est la vie. change must be made. being cut off and absolutely refusing to go on social disability means i must do something.

i has a job now dealing live poker. it's pretty painful but i can't manage much social interaction at the moment without massive panic attacks. umm in the future hopefully i'll be able to tolerate a little more but for now this is slightly more than i can handle but i gotta do it. if i had to describe it, it's about 4-5 hours, 4 days a week of non stop me getting told how stupid,useless,retarded i am. lol live poker.

(19:53:34) (@d0zerz) I like how you locked it to prevent the dummies from posting

waddatroll

don't worry guys, I meant all the other dummies, not you, reading this.

in retrospect abusing caffeine was a horrid choice.

it is absurdly nice to be playing again. yay 2013

live hands of note.

8 handed 1/3 PLO

I'm OTB for this hand. Stack sizes range from 150 to 300. First hand of the table.

AhAd6c4h

everyone limps. lol live plo.

first choice here is to pot or take a flop. I decide to call due to many people being drunk and not being able to fold so seeing a flop 6 ways with $150 offers far less options than an 8 way flop of $24.

8 handed
Ac7c8o

SB leads out $20 with ~140 behind, BB calls, UTG calls, folds to me. I raise to $115. SB folds, BB tanks for ~min and calls, UTG also calls.

BB and UTG less than ~110 effective going to turn. ~$390

turn is the Jo

BB and UTG check @_@ so I jam the remaining ~110 for both of them, and somehow they both call.... @_@

River is an off suit 3 and somehow no one has T9. Shocked.

live poker confirmed exhausting

We be sick with strep.

We be allowed to post in here! Live pokerz yaaay!

jan counter is +12 bi in 5 sessions. people play loller bad. particularly in RxR. still dying of strep

i really hope this damn strep only lasts a few more days. i'm getting bored =(

TAKE ALL THE MEDICINE!

thread saver

yessss bikes girls

I think that's Tinkerbell.

dr. informs me strep is gone but now i have sinusitis. gg.

more thread savers

6 hour session in teh books. fkn mistake sitting around a bunch of smokers with sinus probles. didn't get to sleep until 6:30 cause i couldn't stop coughing. gg

getting real sick of your shit siniusitis. 9 hour session yesterday -.-

umm i can barely say 5 words without bursting into a horrible hacking cough =(

another thread saver because until this shit goes away this thread blows.

5 hour session in teh books. cough mebbe going away.

i like your taste in wominz pics

9 hours last night @_@

up up up. down down down down down down down. up up breakeven

7 hours again @_@. sinusitis pls. sinusitis stahp.

5 hours last night! got some actual sleep! ship it crucial.

really wish people who stacked me would stop hit and running so the game wouldnt break @_@. only 4 hours yesterday due to game breaking =(

sinusitis almost gone! great. played 12 hours yesterday @_@



riot pls

gwan bikes, gl

lets get rid of strep and sinusitis and lets catch a stomach virus. ggggggggggg

3 weeks of sickness and i now weigh 125. gg.

i hate everything about this month. the weather, this fucking sickness, the way ive forced myself into playing when feeling horrible.

after various calculations. rake at 1/2 live is f absurd of 10%/$6 + $1-2 dealer tip -.-

so i looked into playing online. like triple rake at BCP/ACR between BBJ,the beast and normal rake. No rake back at Bovada -.-. Horrible customer support and meh cash out times at merge and lol 4 month cash out times for juicy and lock. i wrote an article a few months ago on the viability of current us poker sites and i want to amend it all to "everywhere sucks, dont fucking play anywhere if you're an american"

thread savers because rake is depressing.

beeeyootiful

Originally Posted by bikes

after various calculations. rake at 1/2 live is f absurd of 10%/$6 + $1-2 dealer tip -.-

so i looked into playing online. like triple rake at BCP/ACR between BBJ,the beast and normal rake. No rake back at Bovada -.-. Horrible customer support and meh cash out times at merge and lol 4 month cash out times for juicy and lock. i wrote an article a few months ago on the viability of current us poker sites and i want to amend it all to "everywhere sucks, dont fucking play anywhere if you're an american"

yea I hear you on this. The only thing would be Bovada - I take it they've got a VIP program not rakeback? Even outside the US I can't think of any sites whatsoever I'd actually want to play at that will give me rakeback. Even FTP is back to VIP club now, it's way more profitable for poker sites and encourages people to play so I think rakeback will die out (can probably say it has already)

Originally Posted by Pascal

yea I hear you on this. The only thing would be Bovada - I take it they've got a VIP program not rakeback? Even outside the US I can't think of any sites whatsoever I'd actually want to play at that will give me rakeback. Even FTP is back to VIP club now, it's way more profitable for poker sites and encourages people to play so I think rakeback will die out (can probably say it has already)

no vip or rb on bovada

they've got poker points though right that you can buy bonuses or tickets with? is the rate awful?

going in for a full body scan because i am sick again. i expect they will find at least 8 things wrong because they always find a bunch of stuff wrong any time any doctor does a full body scan

9 hour dealing shift with possible no breaks @_@ GL ME!

how'd it go bikes?

Work that corner bikes!

Originally Posted by Pascal

how'd it go bikes?

9 hours is a long time @_@