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thanks for the kind words callmenuts.
thanks as well, fjuanl. i'm really fortunate to have the people I do in my life who've been insanely supportive. courtney has been helping me stay positive the whole time. the gist of it for me is that I really love MTT's. I'm willing to adapt my schedule but i'm not willing to play any other form of poker. I really love MTT poker.
yeah, i read that and the one after. it is possible to be a huge winner and lose over an extended period of time, which is a bit horrifying of course. hence why i'm changing my schedule a bit, trying to work in some more small fields. i'm trying not to get lured in by massive payouts and huge fields as much as i used to. in one respect, yes my ROI in it is huge. in another, how fucking long am i going to have to play to realize said ROI and is my time better served by playing a small field $22/$26/$55 etc. it's hard, though. with massive MTTs rolling out more often it's hard to not get sucked in.
full tilt can go fuck itself imho. i don't want to play 2k+ fields on weekdays for all my MTTs anymore. i realize i can abstain from FTP but meh. it kind of grinds my gears that we're paying these idiots a fuckton of rake every fucking double guarantee MET week but yet their support is about as useful as AIDS.
haven't played the last few days because of a stupid sinus infection that's lasted all of march. it may have messed with my results this month and i definitely played less sessions because of it. it finally got to the point where i wasn't able to breathe out of my one nostril and i couldn't really sleep well. lesson to be learned: don't mess around with sinus infections. go to the doctor and find out if it's a virus. if it's not, you'll get it taken care of faster. i was one miserable son of a bitch this month.
gonna start waking up around 6 AM PST (if not earlier) and get my grind on shortly after. i dream of the day i don't register past noon. in one respect yes, it's insanely early. on the other, i'll be done by 3 PM or 4PM on my average, and then i can still go out and it's sunny. idk. courtney's coming back from scotland on thursday and she'll be ready to sleep early and get up early. we'll try it out.
back to the grind tomorrow. vamo, etc.
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