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Overcoming A Blowout When You're Not Trying to Move Up
I'm sure this isn't the first thread or the last on this topic, but I thought it may be helpful for others as I'm sure I'm not the first nor the last to have this problem.
Long story short, I've been playing 100nl nitring since May. After failing to move up twice, I finally stuck in August and am up ~45-50 BI since then. That was until this week, however. For seemingly no reason, I've started running cold and completely lost my mind and my game. -13 BI this week easily the worst and quickest I've nosedived in the last year or two. I know I've run very cold, but I also know that I've tilted away more than a few BIs and am way off my game. And yes, I know the HU/6max folks will say variation and what not, but I can't ever remember getting down -10BI in a situation where I wasn't trying to move up a level (i.e. this is my own doing).
My question to the forum is -- if this has happened to you, what did you do to right the ship?
I've always been steady and really only run into serious trouble when I'm trying to move up. The solution when things go wrong in that situation is easy; move right back down at -X BIs to a level you know you can beat. But I can't remember having this tough an issue when I've already been successful at a level. I know the easiest thing to do is to stop playing, do something else for a few days or a week and come back to it. I'm going to do that for sure, but I'm afraid (or afraid that I'll be afraid, if that makes sense) that I won't cool down and continue blowing stacks when I come back. I also can't directly attribute the tilt to any specific factors. I had a great month last month, work isn't overly stressful, really the only thing that has been stressing me is this. So maybe as the losses mounted, it was akin to a snowball rolling down a hill and turning into an avalanche?
Is moving down even an option? It would restore some confidence, but after being at a level for 6+ months, I don't want to take a step back. I do have the BR to sustain this (Including the -13 I'm at 76 BIs). Praise be to BR mgmtaments!! Questions? Answers? Comments? Bitch slap me and yell SUCK IT UP?
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