no more emo rant
another day, another grind, blah blah blah poker.
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03-21-2011 05:47 PM
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it's 6:40am. I woke up this morning to find that a friend died climbing overnight. Fuck deep play, fuck 'at least he was doing what he loves', fuck this shit. | |
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03-22-2011 08:13 AM
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no more emo rant | |
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03-23-2011 05:04 AM
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lolpoker month is going just fine | |
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03-24-2011 01:08 AM
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month is a volume fail, a winrate ok I guess, a MTT lol (+$300 or so), and a bonus clearing hi-5! Won't finish clearing the $5k this month, but getting closer day by day. And then i'll have another $3-4k worth of bonuses available. Fun times. | |
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03-24-2011 05:33 AM
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that winrate is only "ok i guess"? boy do i suck at poker | |
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03-24-2011 11:58 AM
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Hey Daven. I've said this before and I'll say it again: I'm a huge fan of your nomadic lifestyle. I'm pretty sure this is exactly what I said the first time we spoke. I truly respect that you go out there and live the way you want. I've recently been trying to do exactly the same. | |
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03-25-2011 07:51 PM
#57
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cheers boog. | |
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03-25-2011 07:56 PM
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no no no no no no. | |
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03-25-2011 08:10 PM
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cheers for the heads up! I haven't bought an ironman bonus this year and haven't done the math on which is best (medals -> FTPs -> black card bonus vs ironman medal bonuses) - time to do that now! | |
Last edited by daven; 03-25-2011 at 08:22 PM.
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03-25-2011 09:25 PM
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03-26-2011 06:35 PM
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Cheers for sharing that Bikes. Now all i have to do is figure out whether to use my FTP Academy points direct for tourney entries etc, or to convert them to FTP points for $$. FTP academy is probably worth a few dollars an hour if you're not already doing those challenges. | |
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03-28-2011 05:09 AM
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i'm getting good at playing one stake lower than usual if I feel there is a risk of being incapable of a-game. It's nice to have most of my swing sessions at lower stakes and my low variance winning sessions at higher stakes. Nice in many ways. As an example, the 4bi drop at the end is at 25nl, hungover - the session was net around even-ish. | |
Last edited by daven; 03-28-2011 at 05:27 AM.
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03-28-2011 05:15 AM
#63
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nh | |
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03-28-2011 07:59 AM
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03-30-2011 05:21 AM
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today was the worst death run i've had in ages - by the end i was starting to feel uncomfortable getting it in pre with AA, flopping middle set on dry boards, raising runner runner flushes on unpaired boards, etc. All cos i'd spent all day learning that each of these things cost a bunch of money. So a short break later i fired up another grind, i mixed in a few tables of the hundies again to try and win it back. Turns out that those regs don't respect my raises either, but i was nit by then - good to run death at 50 and hot at 100 imo. Shame i played 6k at 50, and 1k at 100. | |
Last edited by daven; 03-30-2011 at 05:33 AM.
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03-30-2011 05:36 AM
#66
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77? AA? | |
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03-30-2011 08:40 PM
#67
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poker sometimes makes me laugh - all hands from the same session obviously. 7k hands. Solid volume. Cleared some bonus. Lost some $$. | |
Last edited by daven; 03-30-2011 at 09:46 PM.
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03-31-2011 05:25 AM
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I just finished playing the FTR 500 on stars as part of my continuing tourney education. Turns out I still suck at tournaments and timing. That's 4hrs of my life i'm not getting back, the finally getting to a final table and eventually placing 3rd (for lolwat $105) is outweighed by the discomfort of playing far, far longer than i wanted to. And what a waste of rungood. I needed that when i flipped out in 150th in the last ftops i entered... | |
Last edited by daven; 03-31-2011 at 09:25 AM.
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04-01-2011 04:03 AM
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in position on a whale with 700bb. I'm 350bb deep. But sometimes you just have to bring a session to a close. After a 7hr grind i could easily get it all horribly wrong.... | |
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04-01-2011 04:25 AM
#70
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oh, and yeah, it's month-end. Up a few $k. | |
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04-02-2011 07:49 AM
#71
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Awesome!! Nh! |
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04-04-2011 05:24 AM
#72
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april is underway. I feel like I'm playing well, although causing some drama on 2p2 by sitting HU with some guy everyone feels like allowing to have fish to himself, and somehow it's ok for him to seat hop whenever it suits. He finally snapped a couple of days ago, we got in allin battles, i was up 5bi according to the aiev, but ran a little bad to only be up a few. Dunno what's going through the nit's mind right now - waiting for his next pm. | |
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04-09-2011 11:42 PM
#73
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the climbing trip was heaps of fun, as was spending about 50% of my time up there living back in chilean spanish again - it started coming back. | |
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04-10-2011 02:59 AM
#74
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Niceness! Glad things are rollin for ya. | |
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04-11-2011 04:42 AM
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Your blog is cool. Keep up the good work. Im happy you are at FTP, for my own personal reasons, because I tend to start tables and sometimes play regs. Prob do poorly vs u. | |
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04-12-2011 11:07 PM
#76
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cheers for the comments guys! | |
Last edited by daven; 04-13-2011 at 04:18 AM.
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04-12-2011 11:35 PM
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04-14-2011 07:43 PM
#78
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so i started referring to poker as gambling. So i started playing a way more gambool style. So i experienced some sick swings. So it's time to get back to work. | |
Last edited by daven; 04-15-2011 at 01:42 AM.
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04-17-2011 02:04 AM
#79
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Today i feel a little bit degen | |
Last edited by daven; 04-17-2011 at 02:15 AM.
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04-25-2011 06:39 AM
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for better or worse i've withdrawn most of my roll since april 15th. First in a mad rush of withdrawals on the day, leaving a very thin 50nl roll online, then another $750 a few days later when FTP started freezing and their .co.uk site disappeared. And then i started running like death. Back to back to back losing sessions, 12bi behind aiev in one 3k hand session, my FTP roll dropped as low as $600... that kind of death. I've got about $1k across other sites, thought about moving it back to FTP but instead i'll just grind it out for the moment. Still going to stick to my no-deposit rule that i've kept going since about August 2007, but it might be tight to get properly rolled again for a while. At least my irl bank accounts are looking healthy - and will still be that way after i get back from two months of climbing in europe june/july. | |
Last edited by daven; 04-25-2011 at 06:50 AM.
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04-26-2011 09:34 AM
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Dunno how much I'll be checking in - I haven't quite come to grips with not playing, but that's the decision for now. Just chilling and waiting for the final withdrawal (still not quite sure I believe it's gonna happen). | |
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05-05-2011 01:02 AM
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My legs are tired. I just got back from a five day mountaineering trip. Thing is, i haven't really done much on that front the last five years or so... but a friend called and suggested an objective and i thought 'why not?' - forgetting my rule of actually considering the answer to this question when it's my immediate response. As context, the trip we planned vs what i used to do vs what i've done lately is roughly similar to a poker player who used to beat 200nl for 1ptBB/100 on party pre-legislation (but hadn't played since) deciding in feb 2011 to go and start grinding 200nl on stars... short story = I got pretty scared after downclimbing a scary pitch from one ridge onto another at around 5:30am (dark obviously, it's May = late autumn here) without having taken the rope out of the pack. And it messed with my head. To the extent that we turned around on an exposed section a while later without having reached the summit. Was a good trip nonetheless, we didn't die, we had a good time, we both destroyed ourselves fitness-wise, a couple of nights sleeping out pretty high, getting back out we managed to find a reasonably simple descent route down some not too sketchy access slabs in misty and wet conditions (only 3 pitches of abseiling, the rest we managed to downclimb), and we got out before the panic-time we had given our respective partners (with 4hrs left up our sleeves!) | |
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05-07-2011 12:33 AM
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poker is all about grinding out those bonuses at the moment. Today is a break cos i'm off to watch my girlfriend graduate/take photos then her supervisors and people who helped with fieldwork are coming over to my place for dinner and booze. | |
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05-07-2011 12:43 AM
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siiiiiiiiiiiiiick fucking pictures dude thats so awesome | |
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05-24-2011 08:32 PM
#85
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25/5/2011 - my 5000th post | |
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07-04-2011 02:46 PM
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first few weeks in europe were loads of beer | |
Last edited by daven; 09-17-2011 at 09:16 PM.
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07-05-2011 03:40 AM
#87
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when in doubt, leave your cash with pokerstars | |
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07-05-2011 03:25 PM
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+1 | |
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07-20-2011 04:13 PM
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photos and stories to come in a week or two once i'm back in New Zealand. For now i'm chilling in the Austrian hills, Zillertal It snowed last night and rained today so not much room to get any rock climbing done - fingers crossed for tomorrow | |
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08-02-2011 10:53 AM
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i'm not in europe anymore toto. | |
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08-02-2011 11:07 AM
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anyway, then grenoble and some climbing in criminal heat. Too hot. Up to Annecy for a planned short stay that evolved into almost two weeks. We went climbing about 20 days on the trip, and took pretty much no climbing photos - not sure how that happened. Here is my girlfriend and her shadow coming back down from a climb somewhere around annecy. | |
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08-04-2011 02:29 AM
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so, turns out I had some money left online. One of the neteller test withdrawals i had been running every few days after black friday hadn't processed until after i left the country. So, I have an online bankroll of $50. I'll run that up on stars starting at the bottom. If i get bored doing that (likely) I'll simply make a deposit I guess. | |
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08-04-2011 02:47 AM
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cool pics | |
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08-04-2011 04:07 AM
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Watched this yesterday on fueltv. Prolly seen it but if you haven't you should check it out. | |
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08-05-2011 12:03 AM
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Yesterday someone asked me to review a paper before it gets submitted to some journal. Right now i'm lost in a maze of moment generating functions, Markov chains, and a ridiculous lemma associated with some obscure 1940s paper from The Annals of Mathematical Statistics. Haven't touched this shit since the late '90s. Maths is good for my head. | |
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08-10-2011 03:30 AM
#96
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i don't like the stars interface as much as ftp's. I started working on some mods, but realised that it's going to take far too long to be worthwhile. Anyone use the tiltbusters mods that have an increased font size? | |
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08-10-2011 03:38 AM
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seriously? dont you think your time is more valuable? | |
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08-10-2011 04:26 AM
#98
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are you playing predominantly 6m or FR, daven? or a mixture? | |
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08-10-2011 05:11 AM
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very good point. Once i decided to play stars i planned a few micro hands to sort out hud and table mods and stuff. And now that i'm playing those micros and beating them fast i'm enjoying it = like any other micro donk enjoys winning burgers. Cost-benefit i guess there's no $$ reason to do what i'm doing now, so unless there are benefits that are non-$$... like the ego kick of running it up again or the enjoyment of keeping to my no-deposit rule since 2007. | |
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08-11-2011 08:58 PM
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I was thinking about heading into the mountains this weekend, then a friend suggested i check the weather warnings. Guess I'll be grinding. And heading out to go running in the snow as per last weekend, less than a month until the half marathon | |
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